We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Garden of Thorns

by Saviour Self

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
Rose Garden 03:25
2.
Veiled 06:04
shrouded in mist your features are so pale glimpsed only in mirrors you wear it as a veil when it fades how will i know your face will you leave me here alone and in disgrace the ghost in the reflection keeps my mind in a state of morbid curiosity of that which awaits grappling still to comprehend focus unclear i wonder whose reflection hides in the mirror as you manifest i question my own mind are you really there the answer undefined solidity in air your features are so vague it eats away at me like some kind of plague
3.
Familiar 07:58
i see her in every reflection now there is no escaping i can't hide everywhere i turn i see that face, those eyes piercing something deep inside thirteen roses in a garden of thorns each part of her tended not one unadorned a garden in which a lone figure mourns out of her death new life is born
4.
Reflections 06:07
i see death in your eyes as my mind rots inside everything fades away fades to gray leave me alone in your eyes i see me snapshot of frailty and as the photo fades so will your face leave me alone theyre everywhere in the glasses and the mirrors in the puddles by the roses this wedding ring & in the windows and in every one she poses they're everywhere i see you with my eyes (in your eyes) as my heart breaks inside i cannot stand aside i cannot hide leave me alone
5.
they said i needed color in my life so i'm painting it red my palette is the floor on which she bled the knife; my brush and the walls; my canvas but red congeals, turning to black and there is no turning back into the mouth of madness into the mouth solidity slides into crumbling ruin reality starts to decay the fabric of life is stippled with holes and the thread of my sanity frays under the surface the tide is changing the waters once blue are now gray a once sturdy pillar this shell of a man by insanity's wind is swayed into the mouth of madness into the mouth
6.
Dream 04:00
born again into this dream i open up my mouth to scream muffled, stifled underneath this caul hides my face beneath once torn away i face my fear a room constructed out of mirrors no escape for me this time i reenact this pantomime the mirrors come alive i close my eyes and hear the screams which permeate my waking dreams all i see is all i fear everywhere i turn another mirror another glimpse at the other side reflections of my deceased bride haunting me with sights surreal this hole inside will never heal
7.
To Sleep 06:54
so red the crimson flow pools on the floor below so red like a rose blooming on the floor below so red the undertow growing, stains the floor below so red the bleeding slows spilling on the floor below knee deep in mud neck deep in blood over my head in shit and now i'm drowning in it what have i done here i think i killed her what have i done here somebody help me So cold lifeless eyes stare as your body lies so cold pale skies darken as your body lies so cold cast aside your body stiffens as it lies so cold the pain inside fades as your body dies
8.
beneath the soil in a bed of roses painted crimson red she rests in pieces intertwined among the roots forever mine work begun with sharpened blade completed with a rusting spade in despair and aching toil i feed her blood to thirsting soil thankful blossoms thrive and feast upon the meal deep beneath the soil rich with tainted life nourished by my deceased wife the scent of rose consumes the breeze and brings me crying to my knees the glowing moon casts pale light upon the garden in the night she rests in pieces
9.
The Why 04:41
10.
Open My Eyes 03:56
along a distant shore she walks deep in contemplation until at last she finally stops a mirror void of her reflection she puts her face up to the glass with hollow eyes she stares she peeks into the world of flesh from a world of despair her fingers cold as ice she reaches out for me my living on will not suffice only my death will set her free her bony fingers beckon me and try to pull me under i struggle to escape her grasp as my life is torn asunder her intentions clear as day she finds me with those eyes and with no words communicates that i am next to die
11.
i've painted black my wedding band and lacerated both my hands in an attempt to break the glass and free myself from her at last bleeding knees in shards of glass mirrors reflect my broken past memories and recollection all i see in my reflection though the mirror's cracked and shattered i find now that little matters broken pieces multiply the image to be nullified break the mirrors smash the glass this breath you take will be your last
12.
Emergence 08:19
i broke the mirrors shattered glass to erase my jaded past hid reflections broke the windows to subdue the innuendos haunting me and taunting me still the chase continues the missing pane let in the rain and from the puddle tiny sinews writhe and twist up from the floor becoming solid, heavens whore she pulls herself into the world this vaginal emergence, a far cry from a baby girl I'd hoped the breaking of the mirrors would alleviate my fears but she continues her ascent this vaginal emergence, the final step in my descent manifested in my presence exposed in pale luminescence as naked as the day she died still on her throat the red divide and on her face in frozen need a cold desire to see me bleed her eyes indulge my growing fear and leaning whispers in my ear your time has come to meet my fate now vision seems to dissipate my head drawn back eyes open wide i feel the blade on my throat slide and hear my screams abruptly cease her spirit now can rest in peace and on the wall before she leaves she writes a phrase in blood which reads beneath the garden lush with thorns beneath the soil and the roses her body lies in pieces torn as it slowly decomposes
13.

about

A concept album about a man who murders his wife and buries her body in the rose garden.

credits

released January 15, 2003

All music written and recorded in Pomona, CA by Aaron Martinez under the pseudonym Saviour Self sometime between 2002-2003.

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Aaron Martinez Portland, Oregon

contact / help

Contact Aaron Martinez

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Garden of Thorns, you may also like: